I don’t want to be too much of a downer here on the blog since I usually try to keep things quite light and just share some cool songs I like but I suppose life isn’t always a bed of roses. Been struggling a bit with this gloomy feeling hanging over my days recently which I try to counter by planning loads of fun events and trips. However, I’ve been especially aware that the comedown from those fun times has been pretty harsh on me and makes me feel pretty miserable at times. It feels a bit like a double edged sword, since I don’t want to complain about having too many fun events in my life: I’m very grateful to be able to attend so many, thus I’m struggling a bit to find the balance between doing loads of extremely fun stuff and then having to deal with the regular daily stuff, too. This feeling isn’t necessarily anything new for me, since I’ve been struggling with this since I was a little kid, but yeah… It’s been on my mind a lot recently and certainly seems to affect my days quite a bit. Anyway… I don’t want to get all too personal here on Jam of Today, although I suppose in the end of the day this is my personal weblog after all so I can technically ‘Say Anything’ I want, amirite? Ha. See, I did manage to segue today’s Jam into the story after all.